Should Be Easy

This corner's starting to make me feel really small

Sometimes words don't mean the same thing for us all

Let's talk about one that's simple and typical

This corner's mine and leaving seems unthinkable

Fun should be easy, it should be consistent

So why does this scare me, and make me feel distant?

Wish I didn't exist here

Wish I didn't exist here

Honestly I'm feeling like I don't have all the wires in my brain all lined up

And connected in the spots they need to be

If they were then how could I be feeling all this darkness

And constant bouts of loneliness inside with all this company