Should Be Easy Lyrics

This corner's starting to make me feel really small

Sometimes words don't mean the same thing for us all

Let's talk about one that's simple and typical

This corner's mine and leaving seems unthinkable

Fun should be easy, it should be consistent

So why does this scare me, and make me feel distant?

Wish I didn't exist here

Wish I didn't exist here

Honestly I'm feeling like I don't have all the wires in my brain all lined up

And connected in the spots they need to be

If they were then how could I be feeling all this darkness

And constant bouts of loneliness inside with all this company

No I'm not alone

I know I'm not alone

But I just wanna go home

I came here with a friend

With the best of intent

Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them

When the lights go out

All that's left is doubt

My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone

I didn't really wanna come out tonight

Stomach's in knots and churning tight

An evening receiving a lot of nothing

But believing that leaving would be so relieving

And help me stop feeling invisible

‘Cuz that's all I am up against this wall

Wonder if they hear me

Question if they see me

Didn't learn the protocol but feeling like a cynical

‘Cuz why can't I have fun with all this laughter shouldn't be difficult

No I'm not alone

I know I'm not alone

But I just wanna go home

I came here with a friend

With the best of intent

Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them

When the lights go out

All that's left is doubt

My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone

I wanna start again

I'll find a different end

I wanna start again

Rewind the night, pretend

I'll find a different end

I'll find my place instead

I wanna start again

Rewind the night, pretend

I'll find a different end

I'll find my place instead

I wanna start again

Rewind the night, pretend

I'll find a different end

I'll find my place instead

I came here with a friend

With the best of intent

Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them

When the lights go out

All that's left is doubt

My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone