You vs You

I just happen to be great at reflectin'

That's why I'm Grey Matter; makin' these connections

But when I put it together, what do I see?

Unfortunately, I have addictive tendencies

I think it's in my genes and I've had it since a seed

My sister doesn't, I'm not sure what that means

My mama had an OD, I tried to intervene

But my power was weaker than the demons on her team

I heard her inner screams in the letters she wrote me

Now I'm doing the same except I'm not a dope fiend

At least that's what I say every day I smoke weed

Does it even help? I don't know, I'm just coping