Fine, I'm Fine

Alright

Fuckin' fine

If you want, then I can finally admit it

It took… what, almost twenty-three years?

Of doubt, and fear, and all that bullshit

I've hidden behind this screen, with a referential, blackened sheen

I've poured my heart out dry to keep the sadness pristine

But for the first time in this whole damn life that's been thrown at me

I think I might actually be happy

It's been a while, so let me be myself, complete and sincere

This is the first fair night in a long, long time spent drunk, but not bookended by tears