Joy & Pain

I've been way over my head, I done left my mental

I can't talk to nobody, 3-5 is who I vent to

I promise that I'm okay, I ain't never stressin'

But there's been better days than this, I've been countin' my blessings

Asking questions like when to take anger management?

Nigga, you trippin', go take that up with my management

Life is depressing, I've been tryin' to work on my smile

While at my work, they be sayin' my momma probably proud

I'm momma baby boy and they don't know a nigga wild

I went and had a child, outside of marriage 'cause right now I'm working in them aisles