Open Up

First the suffering for a love I could never show

Next the drugs adding blood to the groans

Coming third was the pain inside the soul

Burning love inside the void

Cracking up and churning weeks and years intoxicated

I'll open and know the empty feeling of your soul

Come on and give me a laugh, as long as you live there's something worth the laughter

(I'll open, the darkness, the forest, the madness)

I found solace in my family and in nature

(The orchids, the acid, the essence, the panic)

I found solace in the vastness that contained them