Grief

I go through life with so much grief

I close my eyes but I can't sleep

I hope one day I rest in peace

But until then I keep on weeping I like to wallow in my sorrows

Find solace in the bottle problems drowned with every swallow

Try to maximize my time cause I know the time I got is borrowed

But all my days end up the same my yesterdays look like tomorrow

And my bills just multiply I got this phone and rent and car note

Try to find the positives but negatives in my Wells Fargo

My energy gets over drafted heavy weighted lotta cargo

I went and sold my chain it makes me question if my heart gold

I walk around I'm always smiling but I cant lie this shit ain't easy