deep end

Hard work pays off I think that's a lie

Cause I work hard but all these demons by my side

And I take drugs but that don't matter I'm always high

Guess that's the normal me at this point in my life

And now I just can't get away

The times I tried to stay

And now I'm always feeling like I need you

I let my brain just rot away

Cause I can't find a way to stop myself from thinking of you

But now I'm in the deep end

I don't even need this