any kind of happy

Once I get out of my bed I swear that I'll do it

Nightmares in my head take room from dreams, I can't pursue it

Rotations of creations that I push into my past

Because I'm infinitely too depressed for all of this to last

I don't bother to say hi because I'd rather be alone

And I never say goodbye whenever I hang up the phone

Because my stupid brain gets too attached to everyone I meet

And the ones I really love are the ones that I can't keep

I swear it's done tomorrow, but I know that that's a lie

And I'd tell my mom I love her, but instead let out a sigh

Complicated ends to simple stupid problems

And I'd let you get closer to me, but I tie a noose too often