Lapis Lazuli

Look up at the sky I think I'll drown under the rain

You can use my blood to try and write your name in vein

Okay, I'm insane

Huffing paint it's all the same

All my love goes down the drain so I'm empty feeling pain

All the hate should wash away, I just need to let it wane

But it cannot be contained, let it poison all the planes

While I'm filled with such disdain

I wish I could be happy but it feels like I've been maimed

Inhumane, my heart's inside a cage

While there's nothing that remains, please refrain

Where's the weight behind my name?