Live a Lie

I told her I was all by myself when I knew I was with my girl. I'm always trying to be somebody else, it's my conscience that I had to ignore. But I gotta face the facts of reality what's the purpose of not integrity oh. Like the moon that which you cannot see but one side, you can't hide. Cause I feel it inside of myself and I know this can't be right. You want me to hurt somebody else cause you say I can't live a lie. Don't think about it, won't think about it, I think about it all day. And my life is a catastrophe, cause tragically, I think about different ways, that I. Could've held the truth just for one my day just to figure out what I should not say oh, cause this cloud well it follows me from inside, you can't hide.