BEGIN AGAIN

(What if I'm holding on for way too long?

What if I beg my lover to stay?

And the things that go wrong are simply never my fault

So be kind to me so I can feel okay)

I traded honor away begging people to stay

So I can feel reassured once more

But people will change, and I guess I am the same

Grieving what I never had and what I lost

But girls don't cry, so that's not why I'm making rivers in my room

Can't sleep, can't dream, can't eat, can't be the daughter that you wish resembled you

I think about it and I'm happiest when you're crying too, but I don't wanna look like you