Don't Feel a Thing

I'm off the adderall I don't feel a thing, I heard your phone call but I just let it ring

I put it all in my song where I put my pain, ball 'till I fall at least I took my swing

Vulnerable gotta protect all my energy, susceptible to reminiscing bad memories

I've been in critical condition it's an emergency, I'm trying to explain how I forgot to breathe

Stains all on my pants, been wearing the same ones for like 3 days now

Nightmares up in my head, but been steady telling him to keep his head up somehow

Like fuck it, can't stop now, don't drown don't tread better swim out

And watch out, for loud mouths, uncomfortable confessions

But she tell me I'm something special like a college dropout

I'm floating on it, my eyes closed, this the moment, we been smoking on him

And mama been so frustrated. She sucking on me, and licking n freaking n spitting on it