Never Be Okay

Here I am, I lie alone in my bed

I've been tryna forget every promise that you said

Cause the truth is hard to swallow and this pressure got me numb

Overthinking about what they'll think about me when I'm gone

Shootin' for the stars, no I'm aiming for beyond

I've been searching far and wide for a special kind of bond

But I woke up in the morning and I can't believe you're gone

Cause I thought we were forever but I guess that I was wrong again

First things first, let me get this out the way

I don't think I'll see tomorrow, how I'm living life today

It's a shame, I'll never be okay