When Am I Not

If this is all there is, it didn't last long enough

I'm cool with taking risks, but question if I'm strong enough

I know I'm staring down the barrel of life

And I don't wanna be buried wearing only a strife, yikes

And I don't if it's planned

I'm kind of worried it's not, cause I don't know where to stand

Contrary to sayings that make their way on the gram

Nothing's coming to people who sit and wait in the stands

I probably could of fixed a lot what I couldn't lose

I spent a lot of time pushing rocks I couldn't move

Looking back I know I could have took a different route

There's many paths and we don't always have to push it through