Plague of Sadness

It’s like a constant circle everyday around my life

No matter what I try to fix it seems that things won’t be alright

I got a million fucking problems which has labeled me as a mental case

Since the day I’ve touched the booze they’ve lead me falling from Heaven’s grace!

Landing me in an uncertain world where everything is full of sorrow

And the pain that stands before me turns my psyche into hollow

Wishing it will go away so I can get through another week

Without the bullshit riding beside it, laughing as I’m growing weak!

Fucking fed up with these issues I keep remembering from the past

When my best friend suddenly died I knew I was heading towards a relapse!

Thinking about some ways where I could finally end it all

And hopefully find a fucking purpose that will lift me from this fall