Dissociation

I don't know how to get out of my head

I wake up from a dream or is it really-ality

The day starts the same when I get out of bed

I lose track of time am I the future, past, or present me

I'm getting kinda sick of being of anxious being worried

While I'm staring in the distance watching time go slowly by

I wanna feel the power feel the punch of my excitement

As I finally take a leap so I can spread my wings and fly

When I'm finally happy like I'm soarin' through heavens

It feels like I'm getting hot I'm going to burn myself alive

My wings begin to falter and I plummet from my ceiling