Tryna Get to God Lyrics

So conditioned to this norm

Living in our environments

That we don’t recognize this toxic cycle

Well it’s time to break that

That’s just the type of time I’m on

Let me talk to em

Lost it all just to start from da beginning

Keep me closed I ain’t open to this business

We just grind we ain’t focused on who winning

From da mud we was caught up n dem trenches

Get da paper and just stack it we don’t fuck it off

Stick around I can show u how to be a boss

Kill a nigga how u feel we just took a loss

Running backwards in da field tryna get to god

It’s a murder every mili second

Pull da trigger it’s a feeling when a nigga is threatened

I just speak on how I feel wen I feel connected

Dropped da lean and all da pills just to remove da static

Pending cases i was racing to a newer temptation

Stand and face it I was patient thru another probation

Get into it I just do it I don’t be hesitating

I pursue it all da extra shit don’t be resonating

Lost it all just to start from da beginning

Keep me closed I ain’t open to this business

We just grind we ain’t focused on who winning

From da mud we was caught up n dem trenches

Get da paper and just stack it we don’t fuck it off

Stick around I can show u how to be a boss

Kill a nigga how u feel we just took a loss

Running backwards in da field tryna get to god

Heard my brother beat a older nigga up and he embarrassed pulled da strap,

To my brother head shot him til he perished yea we living in days where a nigga bring attention in a unpredicted way

It’s a permanent decision,

It’s a problem dat need sum management

Watch our young men brought up on being savages

And our OGs watching us break da canvases

It’s a new day but I don’t know how to manage it,

Heart be pounding from da trauma I den battled wit defeat

They then poisoned up my cousin left his daughters wit receipts

Yea I smile to heal da pain but boy I’m hurting on these beats

Watch da devil strike again but watch da lord is in his reach

I be going thru deez trials I be drifting off

I be living thru deez vices I be dipping off

When depression hit a nigga I just end da call

Gotta live up to my purpose I ain’t here to fall

And my discipline efficient and my soldiers at attention

Keep me covered daily I ain’t dying on this mission

Tryna get to god cuz I be walking in his image

Hoping I can keep a level head up in this system it’s destruction heavy in February