April's Diary Interlude Lyrics

It's April 18th

They waiting on the release

I'm praying that I get sleep

I keep on looking for peace

They want me to murder beats

I left for a second they didn't even save me a seat

I lost friends but fuck it at least the mission complete

I ain't human niggas fuck with me just to check if I bleed

I wanted love because I thought I deserved it

I wanted her because I thought she was perfect

You could play me if you think that it's worth it

And stop flirting bitch you know it ain't working

Man

You smile when I ain't around and it hurts I won't cap

Letting you go at the time was the only choice that I had

Keeping my distance cause I know better than getting attached

Niggas like hoes who jump in conclusions they quick to react

Matter fact

I treat my life like the washing

Why

Cause I had to put everything on the line

Heart broke I had to put it in rice

Way too much shit going on in my mind

People ain't good they just tryna be nice

And niggas don't love you they hate when you shine

That's life

Now that I think about it

I gave you niggas a year to get y'all shit together

My minds heavy my pens deadly I feel the pressure

My bitch head game amazing she ain't even clever

And It's just me against the world cause I got me forever