Falling Apart Lyrics

Right now I'm feeling the lowest I've ever been

I'm stuck inside a cycle man I need this shit to end

But I don't how to escape the place that I'm in

Feels like I'm always losing and I can't catch a win

This girl and my obsession has led me to a depression

This can't happen again man I think I've learned my lesson

And eventually I got so messed up and broken

That I quit going to school

Because of these emotions

Sometimes I go to a different room and just hide

Because I'll have these moments where I breakdown and cry

Sometimes I just sit there and think to myself why?

Why is my life like this? Why should I even try?

And then I feel hopeless like it'll never get better

Like this is just how it is for me and I'll be like this forever

I thought that I could manage and figure this out myself

But I can't and too hard headed to seek any kind of help

I'm hiding in the closet

I don't want to be seen

I'm feeling like a monster

Secrets inside of me

Don't let 'em see me breaking

Don't let 'em see me cry

Don't let 'em see me faking

This pretty little smile

Why do!

I feel!

So damn!

Empty!

When will!

All this!

Come to!

An ending!

Why do!

I feel!

So damn!

Empty!

When will!

All this!

Come to!

An ending!

So because of all my problems I started touching nicotine

My parents looking at me like what the fuck are we witnessing?

It's not like I'm extreme though no I'm not some addicted fiend

Still I'm ashamed and inside it kinda sickens me

And along this road I developed a sleeping problem

'Cause I started taking pills just to numb some of my pain

But now I'm convinced I can't go to sleep without 'em

And how late I'll be up 'till is really just insane

Then I'm all out of pills and I can't get a refill

So I walk to speedway to get myself some zzzquil

Now I'm all the things that I dreaded on becoming

I'm nic using, pill abusing, it's really kinda stunning

I have no motivation and do absolutely nothing

Little things drag me down and I get so fucked inside of my own head

And I get so curled up in my own little messed up world

All this just from a girl

I'm hiding in the closet

I don't want to be seen

I'm feeling like a monster

Secrets inside of me

Don't let 'em see me breaking

Don't let 'em see me cry

Don't let 'em see me faking

This pretty little smile

Why do!

I feel!

So damn!

Empty!

When will!

All this!

Come to!

An ending!

Why do!

I feel!

So damn!

Empty!

When will!

All this!

Come to!

An ending!