pilot Lyrics

I guess I'm excited that Jesus provided a simple way out

Cause free will has a pilot, but I'm never driving with these pills in my mouth

My doctor said that I'm alright here in my bed

But it's important to not miss my appointments

The news I've read that all these kids are fucking dead

For every cardboard empire that they're building instead

No moments for silence

I guess I'm enlightened, it's 3 points for trying just to live with yourself

For 2 years and some mileage I knew I was dying and somebody else

My mother said that I'm okay up in my head

Like a department store on almost Christmas Eve

A newlywed to the idea of being sweet

And getting past the point of fucking all the friends I've had

No moments for silence

No moments for silence

I guess you're invited

My funerals Friday, but don't come alone

I'm buried by the violets with all I'm prescribed with in place of a coat

My body said that I should fill it up with lead

And let the dust be the dust we disturbed and bled

Cause in my threads

Yes I'm okay that I have tried

To be something I wanted but hated instead

That I hated instead