Mistakes Lyrics

Way too many times

I could count feeling such self doubt

I'm staring through a mirror questioning how I appear to others

While i'm getting so caught up with lovers

That never wanna meet my mother

Oh brother lets skip that one

And now I missed your call and now your pissed and we're done

Don't even bother me you can skip the whole apology

Cause I don't wanna hear how much you fear losing me because it's probably another mistake

Just another time you decide to waste

Do you really feel that great

Tell me honestly how are you okay

How could you sit back and see my heart break

Hear my voice tremble and start to shake

As i'm begging you to stay fuck a heartbreak

I'm not even sure you even loved me

Tell me why you had me feeling like I was so lucky love sure is funny

How it doesn't make me laugh

Doesn't matter how much you give to someone cause they don't care about all that

They don't care about it at all

So now i'm just a picture in a memory bag

And you're sitting all alone at your mom's pad

You're staring at the floor overdosing on this and that

The memories that play like a movie in your brain

You're scrolling through your phone

You're trying to look away

But it ain't the same

All those drugs may get you high but you know you can't smoke me away

I'm not just a puff that you hit and then you pass

I'm so much more than that

If you're not aware then girl that's sad

I've been feeling stuck caught up in a lie lately

You said you hate me

Even when you said I love you

I coulda been writing down my feelings in these songs

I should've been loving me all along

Now i'll write these songs about how much that heartbreak made me strong