Dying Trying Lyrics

I'm only 18

And I feel like I'm dying

I'm getting sad too soon

I hope I make it coz I'm trying

Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck

If you want my heart, better give man love

My emotions limited, ran out of trust

Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up

My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

Said I love you, do you love me back, like I just had a attack

Got feelings but I can't let them stack and the girl I want went and changed her plans

She said I'm too toxic for love, and she only wanna date with a man

But then end of the day, can't fake what we had

Memories were made, but we got set back

I've got your face all up in my snapchat, flash backs from a year ago

And oh how I wish how the times would change

But the time has changed I'm really reaching goals

Carry this weight all up on your shoulders, your gonna see that the struggle is shown

I'm doing music till the moon goes low and express how I feel to this microphone

Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck

If you want my heart, better give man love

My emotions limited, ran out of trust

Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up

My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

Things will stay the same

Things will never change

Life will be a mess

In that life I became

Hopelessly on the low

Was doing what my brain

Tells me to do

Life I'm over you

Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck

If you want my heart, better give man love

My emotions limited, ran out of trust

Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up

My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

I might be busy on the weekdays but on the weekends imma slide right through

I'm traumatised of different behaviour, I just don't know when she'll switch her mood

I got told my life is a story, different chapters and the fictions true

She told me not to worry bout next men, but the next men tryna be her boo

I'm stuck in my room and I over think things, I don't know why I'm overthinking

I don't care if you catch me simping, ride for my girl my dawg like Tintin

On the m-way close calls and misses, near death crash with my headlights blinking

Tryna keep my boat a float I'm fishing, Titanic how my ship be sinking

Nowadays it's all about sex, like how could I give one fuck

If you want my heart, better give man love

My emotions limited, ran out of trust

Feelings and they locked up too, so therefore I'll never speak up

My heart cold and my blood come blue, so don't complain when I freeze on spot

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

I'm in the booth tryna heal my health

And the girls don't like when I be myself

So I said fuck that, they can hold that L

That's another bridge I had to go burn as well

Things will stay the same

Things will never change

Life will be a mess

In that life I became

Hopelessly on the low

Was doing what my brain

Tells me to do

Life I'm over you