Recollection Lyrics

Man I'm not gon lie, lately shit feels like

I be running against time

Contemplating about ma next step

Standing at the frontier, of life and death

Which I'm I finna explore next

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To walk on the path of life looks so scary and lonely How come death

Looks so fucking pretty and reassuring

Pray I never do it cus that'd be greedy

And selfish bringing tragedy upon ma family

Letting ma fears get the best of me, I'm sorry

Tho them suicidal thoughts do get to me, shit get me shivery

Hearts filled with misery

Songs of sorrows, cus the purple rain is heavily

No joke when I say I wanna end all of it

No joke when I say I wanna close them curtains

How Ma managed to make peace

With the same man that broke her to bits

Some shit I still can't comprehend

Mind blown out the window staying focused was some shit I could never learn

Not ever since I saw Ma laying on the floor lifeless gasping for air

Cus Pa doesn't seem to care

No

Not since he got a new kid at daycare

And a woman who wouldn't really play fair

Shit I been through a Nigga just might wanna say less

Still I wonder if I was wasn't meant to be or ma rents

Why would a Nigga be born with so much limit

Man All I ever wished for were off-limits

Cus I'm a sick boy laying on a sick bed

Asking God why he put me on same track as a Nigga who

Ooouu battle that inner voice

Ooouu that's a confidence killer

Ooouu shoots me down every chance

Telling me my life ain't Gods plan

Fuck

Man I'm not gon lie, lately shit feels like

I be running against time

Contemplating about ma next step

Standing at the frontier of life and death

Which I'm I finna explore next

U