Confession (Remixed and Remastered) ft. Zech Lumpkin & Slam Dunkin Lyrics

Hey God, it's me again

Crawling back to You like I've always been

Cuz anytime things are going great

I make a mistake

And I fall back into my ocean

I don't fully understand why it is

I only talk to you when I'm feeling this

Hole in my chest and it's getting big

Keep trying to feed it but there is no end

And so I keep running in circles

And I'm still jumping hurdles

Chasing a life that I know will kill me

But I seem to not really care right now so tell me are we

Destined to always dance around my issues

Or is it time for me to stand up and face them with you

I don't, I don't know if I can do this anymore

I'm almost 23 and I'm on the floor, I'm just searching for

Another reason for me to get up and move on

Waiting for that whistle to blow, but there's no kettle on

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

So maybe it's time

That I get up and find

That it's better to listen

And maybe accept forgiveness

And so I'm running away, running away

I don't want to look into Your face, so Imma turn away

And hope that I can avoid the fact that You're disappointed

You say that You'll forgive me, but I don't see the point of it

I'm always doing everything that I want

And I don't care if it aligns with anything You taught

Or at least I'll tell myself that I don't really care

But anytime I see my reflection, I just stop and stare

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

So maybe it's time

That I get up and find

That it's better to listen

And know forgiveness

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

So maybe it's time

That I get up and find

That it's better to listen

And know forgiveness

So tell me what's real, tell me what's next

Tell me there's a reason why I'm going through all of this

Because I'm finding it hard to believe that there's a plan

A plan for me to grow and become a better man

I just wanna sit here and wallow in self pity

But I can't do that anymore not since You moved to my city

And I'd like to find a way out I'm tired of always being kind

I'm always worried that I'm wasting time, yeah

Don't they see? I'll be there for them when they ask me

But that doesn't mean that I'm okay, doesn't mean I'm free

It just means that I care about them more than myself

How can I be a good person from the bottom shelf?

Well, well don't tell me I'd rather never know

Because the moment that I know is the moment I will go

And find the answers that I've been seeking

Outside the prison that I was building

But I'm scared to shut it down

Scared that I will drown

And so I'm running away, running away

I don't want to look into Your face, so Imma turn away

And hope that I can avoid the fact that You're disappointed

You say that You'll forgive me, but I don't see the point of it

I'm always doing everything that I want

I don't care if it aligns with anything You taught

Or at least I'll tell myself that I don't really care

But anytime I see my reflection, I just stop and stare

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

And so this is my confession

And I hope I learn my lesson

But there's just way too much room to hold all of my stress in

So maybe it's time

That I get up and find

That it's better to listen

And maybe accept forgiveness