Pain Lyrics

I got my heartbroke at a young age dawg

They keep asking me why I'm not the same

I done got my heartbroke dawg

Thought you was really my brother, but whole time you snaked me

We was supposed to blow

Up together

I called you my brother nem, and let you meet my momma boy I feel stupid

I used to look up to you bra, how could you switch up

We was supposed to ball forever, now we can't now

My brothers locked up

Free all my brothers

They say my heart too cold, naw my heart to broke

How you gon judge me? and you don't even know my story

I don't even like to vent to these people, cuz you know these people love to judge

I needa keep my head on I feel like crashing out

Lately i've been tryna stay in my bag

I been tryna stay MIA

I been tryna stay parlay

I been tryna stay out the way

All these females yea they really want me, but my heart broke

All these females want my love, but I ain't got no love left

I look at the ceiling then, I start to get in my feelings

I be thinking about my past like man I didn't deserve this

I didn't deserve to be this way

I just wanna be back to normal

All my so called brothers yea they switched up

(I thought they was really my day ones)

How you gon switch up on me like that when I stayed ten toes

He talking crazy on the net these bullets gon divide him

I know my momma pray for me every time I'm out the door

I know they wishing death on me, but I'm still here dawg

I was fifteen when I bought my first tennis chain

They be like DJ u ok? I tell em yea I'm ok

Whole time I'm fighting demons in my dream

They told me that better days was gon come, but I still ain't see em

Mane I'm missing my brother

I was thinking about them

I'm sipping on this drink

So I can take the pain away, 31 heartbreaks and I'm still tryna love some

She told me that she love me, next day she went and ghost me

I've been feeling like big dude man i'm tired of love

I've been tired of love, lately I keep getting my heartbroke

I've been dealing with somethings right now that I can't speak on

I just wanna go back to normal, I can't live nomo

I've been clutching on my chest lately i feel like Fred

They thought I was gone but I came back, you know I had to spin a bin

They get mad at me when I can't show no emotions

I vent to the mic cause the mic is my best friend

Shawty was telling me that she love me then she cheated

Every time I go outside, man I see dark clouds

I've been feeling like I'm not appreciated

Lately I've been feeling like I'm really not meant to love

Lately I've been getting bad vibes from the ones I love