Sickness Lyrics

I'm just killing time

Waiting for the sickness

To take me away

And I won't fight it

I don't need no more

Than I already got

I'm fighting with these demons in my head now

They telling me I'm better off dead now

Anxiety got me feeling stressed out

Got me living my life on the edge now

Feeling so damn depressed now

Holding so much pain in my chest now

Haven't been getting much rest now

I'm sorry to the ones that I let down

Now I can't go on

It's too late

My time is up now and

I can't change what's done

I sealed my fate

My time has run out and

I'm just killing time

Waiting for the sickness

To take me away

And I won't fight it

I don't need no more

Than I already got

When I think about my past

I just laugh a bit

Come to think about it

They don't know the half of it

Once upon a time

Just a happy kid

Now you look into his eyes

And see the sad in him

Back then they would just laugh at him

Mom tried to be the best dad for him

Guess the world must of been mad at him

All the cards he was dealt they were bad for him

Now I can't go on

It's too late

My time is up now and

I can't change what's done

I sealed my fate

My time has run out and

I'm just killing time

Waiting for the sickness

To take me away

And I won't fight it

I don't need no more

Than I already got

And now I'm

Losing myself in my mind

When they ask me if I'm fine

I say I'm okay but I'm lying

They don't know inside that I'm dying

Still doing time for my crimes

Wish this life came with a guideline

Maybe in some other lifetime

Now I can't go on

It's too late

My time is up now and

I can't change what's done

I sealed my fate

My time has run out and

I'm just killing time

Waiting for the sickness

To take me away

And I won't fight it

I don't need no more

Than I already got

Uh

I'm in need of a lifeline

These demons come alive in the nighttime

Guess there never really is a right time

To make things right but imma die trying