Reocurring Nightmare Lyrics

Nightmares, you're scared, fall asleep will you wake up

Will you open your eyes, or will they stay shut

I wake up, my bills ain't paid

I haven't shaved in days, also haven't gotten laid

My stomach hurts but it ain't from what I ate

Cause I can't afford food and I'm losing mad weight

All my friends are growing apart

Not a single one of them respects my fucking art

I thought she was the one, she was the one that broke my heart

She said she wants to start again but I don't think that will be smart

I feel like a retard and people always stare at me

My phone never rings cause nobody cares for me

If you get too close I'll probably push you away

I won't let nobody in and I don't care what you say

I can't sleep at night, my brain just keeps talking shit

People like to say keep rapping man you have a gift

Then how come I didn't see your face at my show

I begged you for a month and you said that you would go

It's like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

It's like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

My life is like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

My life is like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A long time ago I started writing songs as a joke

About committing suicide and hanging from a rope

Nowadays I fall asleep and I dream that I am dead

And every time that I wake up I want to fall asleep again

The only time I feel alive is when I think that I am dying

And I haven't got there yet but I plan to keep trying

I missed you for a while when we finally parted ways

Now I can't stop from thinking these must be my final days

I look in the mirror it's the same me again

Then I quickly turn away and can't wait for this to end

Where'd I go? where'd I go

I finally lost all of my soul

Never ending darkness that I'm in I'm losing all control

Losing all hope and I can't cope again

I hear death call my name and I'm ready to descend

Look into the hourglass I'm staring at the sand

I thought this nightmare was my last but it started up again

It's like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

It's like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

My life is like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

My life is like a nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

A reoccurring nightmare and I just keep waking up to it

It plays and plays and plays every single day

My life's a nightmare I just want it to go away

They don't listen to what I say do they hear me when I speak

It sucks being the wolf trying to fit with all the sheep

I just wanna sleep, that's how I can escape

One minute I'm at peace then it's hell when I awake

With no food on my plate and no food in my fridge

Got no food for my dogs and no food for my kids

I'm a piece of shit and I wanted to change

But I can't control my life, let alone my brain

I keep doing the same thing, I'm stuck, on repeat

My social life has become obsolete

So why even tweet if nobody follows

Nobody wants to hear about my sorrows

How can one's heart be so hollow

If I wake up tomorrow I'll try one of our mottos