HELP (Part 3) Lyrics

It's been a while all we done is try to make it out

We've never faked it once we always knew the route

It's been a while all we done is try to make it out

All I done is stay true to myself so never count me out

I've been lapping all these other rappers while I'm still on route

How the hell these other people never really made it out

When I make it swear that I'm gonna really scream and then I'll shout

But I'm kinda there cause made it out and bruv I've got some clout

It's been a while but we really made it out at last

I've had hard times triumphed and I've took blood baths

I've had big wins but I've also had my setbacks

I've took big losses but I never let my mind slack

Back when I was young I felt like bane without the mask

I was a true Spartan like a warrior on task

They would call me 300 but I'm only one man

Bang and I did it with the gang we hit our plan

Remember back in school we used to bunk off before maths

But then again I got expelled I was the clown up in the class

And back then nobody would see my pain they would just see the bad

I was the kid up in the class that joked and made the classroom laugh

But look a little deeper you'll see the scars up on this lad

See that all he has lived was bad

Torture and it sent him whack

So he used to act a little differently to hide his pain

Little Rhxs didn't know the truth he only knew his brain

And his brain used to take over

His brain used to get thoughts that would really get him fucked off

His brain used to get thoughts he didn't want to live to be older

All my suicidal tendencies

Woah

Oh

Oh

It's hard

Sometimes I really think that my head it has special needs

All my weight up on my shoulder's gave me all these enemies

But none of them know I've done all of this shit independently

I carried it all on my own while smoking all these remedies

That's how I kept my head and didn't end up with no felonies

And why I'm storytelling on these beats and on these melodies

I've got some certain inbalances just chemically

But I'm still the heavyweight champ I'm that pedigree

Cooking in the kitchen I've got all the best recipes

And I've never missed one shot just like a penalty

I came from the dirt but now I swear I'll leave a legacy

Used to leave the world when all my thoughts took over mentally

All my life my mental health has been just like a weaponry

Shooting me stabbing me not really fucking backing me

All my life my mental health has been just like a weaponry

Shooting me stabbing me not really fucking backing me

My own fucking head has really turned its own back on me

Imagine my own head turning its back on me

So I changed up started cutting up my misery

My brain switched up and then it started thinking differently

I show love to everyone and that's unconditionally

I've made life a song and dance and into many symphonies

And I'm still stood here today because I've been consistently

If I flip that brick then maybe I can flip this industry

Maybe I could flip it into something like considers me

More than just myself and everything that both my eyes have seen

I predict a riot red Ruby like the Kaiserchiefs

I've got green eyes that bleed red I guess I'm a beast

Or I guess I got these dark demons up inside of me

Nah not no more because now they're all out of me

I'm doing good I'm doing well I'm never out of key

I never asked to get here you all invited me

And so I changed up my life undoubtedly

Started thinking good and how I could go impower me

And first I started off with all the people that surrounded me

I cut a hundred ties because these people they were drounding me

I was held back by myself and those around of me

Negative vibes brings negative routing

And negative routing makes it very hard sounding

Am I thinking logical or am I still doubting

Myself and all these thoughts inside my head that I'm accounting

Times past by and it's countless

I swear now enlighten me

That if you work hard you can climb a mountain

I swear I swear now enlighten

It's like I'm drinking holy water straight up from the fountain

It's like I've really found gods scripture in the mountain

And still made it back with bare time for my accountant

And still got this big fat wad in my trousers

And still going to bless all my brothers with hundreds

Millions and I've got diamonds

You'll never ever see me getting caught out by them sirens

I could never be a Putin or be a tyrant

I could never been a Kim Jong because it's tiring

I spent all my timeless time just rewiring

All my previous ways and now I'm inspiring

That positive vibes brings positive lighting

I've had a lot of love and good energy recently

And I swear it's really boosted me up and completed me

Now I'm trying to live my life and really live it decently

Dropping tunes that's frequently and turning up the frequency

I don't know why all these haters ever really doubted me

All their hate and doubt it really changed me up I undoubtedly

So I gotta say a little thankyou cause you grounded me

Really made me switch it up cause all of you kept hounding me

And if it weren't for you I probably wouldn't still be round today

Probably would of cut my throat and left myself to dround away

My mental health and mental thoughts were really drounding me

But because of them couldn't let it slip cause we had rounds of beef

And if it weren't for you I probably wouldn't still be round today

Probably would of cut my throat and left myself to dround away

From being young was always chucked straight out my boundaries

Never said no to nothing and that's how I astound me

Never turn my back on anyone that's been around me

Never say no to nothing and that's how I astound me

Never turn my back on anyone that's been around me

And never say no to nothing and that's how I astound me

Yeah I just gotta keep on moving with it

I've been hitting sixes never struck out when I play cricket

Look at me top of the scene and never struck out one wicket

Now I've got my face up on them elevated music tickets

It could of ended differently but bruv I never miss it

Heard you got my songs up on repeat and g you'll never skip it

They call me Charlie now bruv I've got the golden ticket

I'm as real as they can Ghetts but I don't bring no fucking gimmicks

This is just a preview of my life it's just a little snippet

Maybe bring a full one out so you can all sit down to see it

What I do is artwork now I'm trying to make a movie scene

Maybe be in Hollywood next year man I'd be chasing dreams

Don't forget for one second bruv bringing all my team

Move them all out the city and all out the schemes

We're all real kings just trying to find our queens

But I've never had jack so I just found me

A few diamonds in the dirt found between the weeds

Remember there's a joker in the pack always sowing seeds

They call me ace of spades cause I can see straight through deceit

They call me ace of spades cause I can see straight through deceit

For all my pain and misery swear that I deserve to bleed

I picked up the fucking knife and cut straight through my artery

But from doing that I really learned that pains a part of me

Carried it all through my life and look I'm still around today

I'm really flipping beats actually I'm doing me

I'm getting rid of all my pain and trying to live life happily