bedside Lyrics

I'd never tell

But I've been building up the courage to confess

And I fear if I tried

I'd fall apart

And vomit on your flower dress

You smell like cigarettes

And watermelon alcohol

You stub it out

It lights like kerosene

Within my soul

We should talk

Can we talk?

Because I've really got

To get it off my chest

That for a while

I've been

Debating

Binaries

And lately

I've been

Feeling

Less and less like

The person

You wanted on your bedside

On your bedside

But you don't care at all

Or at least you'd never show it

You always hated my poems

And the way that I talk

But I don't care at all

Or at least I'll never show it

That I'm jealous all the same

But I'm trying to improve

'Cause for a while

I've been

Debating

Binaries and lately

And I've been

Feeling less and less like

The person

You wanted on your bedside

On your bedside

You smell like cigarettes

And watermelon alcohol

You stub it out

It lights like kerosene

Within my soul

We should talk

Can we talk?

Because I'd really like

To get this off my chest