This Way Lyrics

Didn't want you finding out this way

I was looking in your face knowing damn well I was making a mistake

I was up late every damn day

You ain't even know I was in this state

I don't even know if I could change

I be having my doubts every damn day

I cannot let it take over me

Every time was a different story

Really was out of my body

Am I really here I don't know

Tell me you won't go

If you did I wouldn't blame you

'Cause I know I said I'd stay true

Something I just couldn't do

It was wrong but I took the chance

Didn't think how we would advance

No one to blame but myself

I feel the demons surrounding me

I hid the lies in the melodies

Turned into my biggest enemy

I know you don't want to see the end of me

Didn't want you finding out this way

I was looking in your face knowing damn well I was making a mistake

I was up late every damn day

You ain't even know I was in this state

I don't even know if I could change

I be having my doubts every damn day

Every damn day

Every damn day

Every damn day

Ay

Don't even know what's real

Do you even care how I feel

This wasn't in our deal

How you even keep it concealed

Were you even thinking no

Expecting me not to go

It's in my nature to forgive

But I don't know if I could go on like this

What did you expect

You still took the risk

Give a fuck 'bout a check

I know that we could fight this forever

I know that we could fight this together

Didn't want you finding out this way

I was looking in your face knowing damn well I was making a mistake

I was up late every damn day

You ain't even know I was in this state

I don't even know if I could change

I be having my doubts every damn day

Every damn day

Every damn day

Every damn day

Ay