effort Lyrics

Thought if I changed myself then looking in the mirror wouldn't hurt as bad as it felt

Maybe if I screamed for help

I wouldn't only have me to rely on because I don't know where that person's gone

So what do I do now

The silence isn't as comfortable as it sounds in the books and the movies the ones that lied to me

What was that all about

Yeah it's just so cold and alone

The only leaf left on a tree from fall and they tell me to believe that flame is still burning

What the hell's all this effort for

All the letters

All the words

The realistic truth that hurts

Coz it's the same thing everyday

Still gonna read the same book again and again

Couldn't dare to throw them away just pile them up, no one really cares anyways

Because even though the truth isn't there I can't let any of them start to fade and tear oh no

So what do I do now

The silence isn't as comfortable as it sounds in the books and the movies the ones that lied to me

What was that all about

Yeah it's just so cold and alone

The only leaf left on a tree from fall and they tell me to believe that flame is still burning

What the hell's all this effort for

Thought if I changed myself then looking in the mirror wouldn't hurt as bad as it felt

So what do I do now

The silence isn't as comfortable as it sounds in the books and the movies the ones that lied to me

What was that all about

Yeah it's just so cold and alone

The only leaf left on a tree from fall and they tell me to believe that flame is still burning

What the hell's all this effort for

What the hell's all this effort for

What the hell's all this effort for