Can You See Me Lyrics

Tell me why I'm here

Show me you can hear me

Are the things I say too much

Am I running out of luck

The only thing I've ever been faithful to is my music

Hard pill to swallow OD-ing because I choose it

I do keep trying to make party tunes it's

Kind of hard when I constantly feel like I'm about to lose it

Please don't confuse this with some sort testimony

Shape shifting friends started acting phony

No matter how much shade cunts throw you won't control me

No amount of money in the world will stop me feeling lonely

Baby mothers playing games such a shame

Chucking blame, so much hate, all I want's to see is my kids face I'm

Stuck in this cage as my brain tightens the restraints spitting flames

King of the jungle this lion that can't be tamed

Straight roaring on the beats I probably sound insane

That's not far from the truth what can I say

Setting fire to the booth represent since day

Society got a grip like I'm molded out clay

Got me acting out of character

People think mental health's a trend but trust it shatters ya

Booze tightens it's grip until it flattens ya

I need to take back control but still acting like an armature

Growing up traumatized I didn't realize I locked away

Certain things turned the cheek pulling wool over my own eyes

And still I act surprised that most nights

I'm broken down

Tell me why I'm here

Show me you can hear me

Are the things I say too much

Am I running out of luck

I been fighting for what feels like forever

Do you even see me

Did I make this look too easy

Cause I'm tired, too tired

Need to start listening to all this advice but self doubt in my

Head got me turning left but I know it's right Jesus Christ

Acting like mediocre will suffice

Treading water to survive

Made to feel like bitch when I can't help but cry

Getting chastised

Made to feel like a piece of shit

And people wonder why my thought patterns slit your wrist

Feel so ashamed of it

Wonder if I wasn't round would people benefit

I know what their answer is

Can't keep thinking this way I got kids

And family that love me so I keep wading through the grit

Trying to reach to people struggling, just a hypocrite

Story's spooky like some tales from the crypt

Sends shivers down my spine every time I'm telling it to therapist I

Feel so irrelevant

Life in the balance thoughts swinging like a pendulum

Used to be part of a regiment

Afghanistan got me fucked up now I'm addressing the elephant

Living in my room stampeding in its settlement

Guess it's in its element

The pain I feel can't be obtained in any kind of measurement

Feel like a guinea pig in a messed up experiment

Being observed for new developments

For new developments

Tell me why I'm here

Show me you can hear me

Are the things I say too much

Am I running out of luck