Nope Nope Nope Lyrics

Everything mattered until nothing mattered

Nothing's the matter and everything's the matter

I'm scared and I'm sad and I'm scared I should be sadder

But every time I tell myself I'm fine I just feel selfish and backwards

Not enough to take any particular actions

Not enough to do anything that helps anybody in any appreciable way

So I just sit around and stare at the wall and feel my heart beat faster

I had a panic attack the first day of vacation and said "we're not going back"

Somebody said something like "look out, here comes nuclear winter"

And then Joan took my phone and said "you've gotta stop checking Twitter"

Who's gonna kill me?

I don't want them to kill me!

What's gonna kill me?

I know something's gonna kill me!

Who's gonna kill me?

So pump me up fatter 'til my pulse gets flatter

Flatter me and manage me 'til I'm just dust to scatter

I'm scared and I'm sad and I can't stop thinking about

Every terrible thing that could possibly happen and so on and so forth forever and ever....

I had a panic attack thinking about some minor mistake that I couldn't take back

Somebody trusted me to do something and I made the wrong decision

And now I'm wide awake, counting sheep

Keeping score and thinking that they won't forgive me

They won't forgive me

There's no fucking way they would forgive me

They won't forgive me

I don't even think that they should forgive me

Who's gonna kill me?

I don't want them to kill me!

What's gonna kill me?

I know something's gonna kill me!

Who's gonna kill me?