God's Strongest Soldier Lyrics

They say they love you

Till its time to show it

And when you're at your lowest

They say they ain't even know it

They say they ain't even notice

wake up I feel nothing

400mg just to function

Take a step back, easy does it

I need help, but I don't want it

I look up to the sky

The wind is at my shoulders

I fight the urge to cry

I feel I'm growing older

My breath turns straight to ice

The ocean's frozen over

There's no will to survive

Am I God's Strongest Soldier?

Slipping in and out of dreams I cannot recall

The one that I remember, I'm an angel and I fall

And it feels like heaven's gates are closed to me

The sight of them blinds me, I fall to my knees

Somehow it takes all my breath away

Confused, and not quite lucid

I stare right at my face

I'll drink up the anhydrous and then throw down some more

Its never been this hard to get through one week before

I always thought that I'd die in vain

That every trace of my name would fade

That all that I made would fade, decay

In a grave that I just dug today

But that's overthinking it, over drinking it, overflow again

Do it all for you, and just make it true, don't worry about the end

Cause I ain't dead yet

I look up to the sky

The wind is at my shoulders

I fight the urge to cry

I feel I'm growing older

My breath turns straight to ice

The ocean's frozen over

There's no will to survive

Am I God's Strongest Soldier?

And I hate to say "I can't today"

I don't feel worthy, so here I'll stay

These habits don't seem to have an end

God's Strongest Soldier failed again

I look up to the sky

The wind is at my shoulders

I feel no urge to die

I know I'm growing colder

My breath turns straight to ice

The ocean's frozen over

I know I will survive

God has no strongest soldier