Pain On Me Lyrics

All this pain on me

Won't let me cry let it rain on me

Tell me lord why they hate on me

And why the ones I love change on me

Ouh

All this game on me

How could I let them play on me

I cut em off won't let em hang on me

Cuz all this pressure really weighing on me

Ouh

All this pain on me

Won't let me cry let it rain on me

Tell me lord why they hate on me

And why the ones I love change on me

Ooouuuuuuuu

Dear lord I know it's been a while

But can you hear me out

Lately I been going thru it

And it's hard for me to smile

Come to think about it

I been struggling since a child

Been abandoned my whole life

And I'm just tryna figure out

How you left me

I guess I couldn't make you proud

Cuz everybody in my life too

I seem to let them down

All I wanted was some love

But it was never to be found

So anybody who get close to me

I tend to move around

I guess I got that from my mama

As a kid moving thru town

Different school same bed

But the streets where I was bound

No affection whatsoever

Keep it quit make no sound

But that shit will change a person

When your loved ones in the ground

Shed so many tears for my people

Dead and gone

And bled thru many years

Still the pain linger my soul

And I lost to many women

Cuz my trust won't let us grow

Or is it just the lust

For the money and the hoes

Look

Liquor got the best of me

Mama praying that it don't

But numb the only real thing

That I wanna know

Cuz being sober I can't do

Cuz that type of pain won't go

So they say I got a problem

I hide my pain won't let it show

I grew up with no father

So that made me grind harder

And I dropped out of school

To chase my dream so why bother

No scholar grind smarter

And I need every dollar

So if you come up short

Ima need what's on your collar

Juvenile with g-code

See I was scripted to these streets

I was blessed with music to

Born gifted with these beats

So I left the block alone

To hit the booth so I can preach

Like a pastor on a Sunday

Only it's a different scene

All this pain on me

Won't let me cry let it rain on me

Tell me lord why they hate on me

And why the ones I love change on me

Ooouuuuuuuu

All this game on me

How could I let them play on me

I cut em off won't let em hang on me

Cuz all this pressure really weighing on me

Oouuuuuuu

Out of sight and out of mind

For those who left me stuck

I was desperate for your help

Popping pills and getting drunk

I was battling my demons

Lonely nights out here be rough

Paranoia from the life I lived

That's why I keep it tuck

See my uncle tried to warn me bout

This shit when I was young

Of course I was young and wild

I ain't really give a fuck

I had to learn the hard way

Getting hurt by those I loved

Tried to turn for help to them

Cold shoulder left me numb

Times is getting hard

And the streets is getting wicked

Kids killing kids

See they whooping or they crippen

I wish that they could understand

The knowledge of the business

See the money live forever

But yo life sure isn't

But I ain't gone stand here

And judge about a life they live

Cuz I done been thru they shoes

Shit I did I my bid

I was running wild to but learned

That wasn't it

Cuz the ones you think gone ride

Acting scary on that shit

Take a walk with me and talk with me

I can put you on some shit

See the goal is to make it out the hood

Not live in it

I keep it real no fake in me

I guess that's why they hate on me

They see me living good now

They wanna put a date on me

I came far from so much

But this pain stick with me

Like this stick on me I keep

Incase they try to hit on me

Cuz karma be a bitch

But I pray it don't get to me

Yea I pray it don't get to me

All this pain on me

Won't let me cry let it rain on me

Tell me lord why they hate on me

And why the ones I love change on me

Ooouuuuuuuu

All this game on me

How could I let them play on me

I cut em off won't let em hang on me

Cuz all this pressure really weighing on me

Oouuuuuuu

All this pain on me

Won't let me cry let it rain on me

Tell me lord why they hate on me

And why the ones I love change on me

Ooouuuuuuuu