Turf Lyrics

I meditated

Took my medication

I called out from work

Even took a vacation

Stopped drinking coffee

and picked up a hobby or two

So why am I still sad?

I call my mom like twice a week

Always take myself to therapy

When I google my symptoms

Browse Web M.D

Turns out I'm just fine and it's all in my mind

But flowers can't grow without a little rain

Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay

We get so good at covering pain

Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains

But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake

This dumb girl I hate wrote a best-selling novel

And Sophie's a rich fucking instagram model

And Mary got married to some billionaire

I'm still broke and alone think it's kinda unfair

But flowers can't grow without a little rain

Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay

We get so good at covering pain

Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains

But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake

Driving through neighborhoods so late at night

There's this one house that I dream about sometimes

It's got ten-foot tall hedges

Twelve car garage

Like a storybook castle

The shiniest lawn