RUIN MY LIFE ft. Sinxi Lyrics

Just give me time to relax

I feel the pain from your past

It makes me sick I wish that

I could have changed all of that

But we met now and it's typical

That one wrong move could dig a hole

How could we know

That we would fall in love

And it feels like something loving

Can ease all of the suffering

To points where I feel nothing

Can finally feel like something

Sometimes I try to be the better person

Sometimes I find il make it out I'm certain

You cry I cry we feel like

We are both burdens

Living life with the hurting

It feels so

Suffocating to my brain

I feel the blood loses flow

Feeling faint when the anxiety

It knocks on my soul

Can't feel my face it turns to paste

I'm no different from a ghost

Losing faith I don't relate

To living life at the most

And stay close

I'll just take a minute wait

Where's my halo

Don't know if I find it

But I don't mind tho

You said that your perfect just how you are

So Just ruin my life

We find it difficult to waste our time

Makes sense when everything

We have is on the line

Hey it's okay I think we'll be alright

She's gotta leave

But that's kinda how it always goes

I lose my cool

And shut down until my body's frozen

But she won't notice

I never told her