I'm a mess Lyrics

With your help I felt that I could be all I wanted

I was enough in myself and thought I had healed

But you took me off my guard

Brought new wings to my heart

Made me forget that I couldn't walk

I don't know why I could see from the start

But now I don't know

Now I don't know

Now I don't know

I'm afraid to lose what I got

I'm a mess

I'm okay

I have learned to depend only on myself anyway

I'm a mess

I'm afraid if I share all of me you might end up going far away

I'm a mess

It's ok

I am learning to stop judging and get out of my way

Unconditional love comes when you can love all yourself

Used to be strong, used to be numb

I pushed love away to not become someone else

If I need too much I might feel really unwell

Become anxious and mumble my words

Nonsense verses make it worse

I'm a mess

Make mistakes

When I cry I'm still smiling I guess it makes it okay

I'm a mess

I'm afraid if I share too much I might end up going astray again

I'm a mess

It's ok

I am learning to stop judging and get out of my way

Unconditional love comes when you can love all yourself

I don't know why I couldn't see from the start

I looked so sure but I'm not anymore

I miss myself, I miss my old life

But there's something better coming when you stop

Be a mess

Make mistakes

You don't have to depend only on yourself to be safe

Be a mess

Openness will take you much further than hiding in your darker place

It's a mess

It's okay

There is nothing wrong with you, you're loved in each every way

Unconditional love comes when you can love all yourself