Pain Drove Me Lyrics

Just a kid born in 03', grew up watching Kobe

No one could control me, could give two fucks what they told me

Still thinking about the old me

I would open up, you could unfold me

Now I wish I fucking listened to what they told me

Pain fades away slowly, I think pain chose me

I think pain owes me, I think pain knows me, but what pain showed me

Is that I gotta get up off my ass & start working, that shit drove me

& now I'm on this highway thinking bout' new beginnings

Maybe today will be my last, I hope it's a happy ending

& where I end up after, well shit, you can give your own opinion

Got my feelings all fucked up, my mind been spinning

Thinking bout the old me

Thinking bout the old me

Thinking bout the old me

Over the horizon I see the sun is rising

I watch the birds in the sky, flying high, life has been flying by

I like to hear nothing but silence, sometimes

I don't really wanna get violent, but sometimes

You have to fight battles within, & push the wall over, like the wall of Berlin

So many bridges burning, don't know where to begin

I've been absent from the life that you live in, probably asking "where you been?"

Well, I'm on boat now, I'm in the ocean where I row now

All alone now, expressing myself, I don't know how

I need to slow down, take a break, I don't know how

But all I want is apostrophes, & I don't think nobody stopping me

Know God has been watching me, & God knows no one topping me

Every days a new story, every days a new test

Hope I ace every single one, well shit I'm trying my best bitch