rain freestyle Lyrics

I miss the rain it wash away

All the pain from yesterday

Put a fake smile on my face like I'm okay

I'm not okay

I replay begging for mercy on my birthday

Put my father in his grave and ever since I'm not the same

I cry alone, wanna die alone in my room, I feel insane

In my nightmares I'm scared of hell's gates, but I don't pray

Just put another J in my ashtray

In my head voices hate me I'm a castaway

Everyday feel so grey like the clouds with rain

I miss the rain, I miss the rain

But when it rains it pours

Thunder sounds like my heart at war

Pain like flames, it burnt my core

Smoke the grief away then here comes more, here comes more

I miss the rain it wash away all the pain from yesterday

Put a smile on my face like I'm okay, I'm not okay

Everyday feel the same I feel insane, it feel so grey

I'm not okay