Apple Tree Lyrics

Thought's haywire brain so strange I'm a

Go crazy tryna stay in my sane liar

Face stained by the rage in the frame my uh

House contains in rooms oh my days fire

Surrounds all around me burning all astounding

Things I've done that crown me surely a proud thing

Purging all amounting hurtles I loudly

Jumped over grounds me down I am drowsy

The frame which pounds me is ones with my family

Not that my family handles me angrily

It's the fact that I take their weak pandering stammering

Mindset which strangles me tangles me and makes me steep

Into no ambition yeah vicious it's my DNA

I'm wishing I was missing this damn prison of the gene that slays

My position to be slipped in the cool being that makes

A non-submissive driven listen album it would be so great

Family genes got me hitting

Myself see that is wishing

On me leaving my career

That hasn't even seen light I'm in fear

Trying to leave jeez

From the past please

Of my family

That made me grasp this thing called my life

It had kept Me

From my craft jeez

Cause you see the

Family reeks no ambition

That's in my family genes

That's in my family genes

Hear the stories of the non-ambitious bloodline

Starts with of course the gramps vicious stopped life

Committing suicide caught me with rifting thoughts like

Is this living in my blood, this stormy, blitzing, bourn life

He did this when my mum was so young

It hit this part of my heart of just

Hope it is not dragging low stumped

Mum wishing, she can bestow and hold a strong

Life and before I was born, she did so

Working so hard to show she did grow

Her journey through life I see as old

Fairy-tale burning up since she has broke

This strength she had when she was around 14

Getting kicked out the house cause the

Grandma lives with no dawning, rending

Brain she strained a whole goddamn gene-

Ration that's proof that her brain is true-

Ly stuffed making her spew all onto

The crazy look of my family oops

Im rambling too much 'bout this lady's cooked

Mind, what I'm trying to say is that my mum is

Confined in a space no need to keep finding the way

To survive she became binded to stay

Rotting away, she blindly lost faith

Family genes got me hitting

Myself see that is wishing

On me leaving my career

That hasn't even seen light I'm in fear

Trying to leave jeez

From the past please

Of my family

That made me grasp this thing called my life

It had kept Me

From my craft jeez

Cause you see the

Family reeks no ambition

That's in my family genes

That's in my family genes

Going crazy

Feel so lazy

Maybe I'm making

Too many excuses

Need to stop looking

At my stumped drifting

Mum and run lifting

Myself off the ground

I know my mum tried her best for me

She poured the blood in her crest assuring

I was healthy wants me to be blessed in glory

But I'm sorry her drive fled it's gone see

Feel like she has no fight now

And that might've brought the strife in my life wow

Of pouring my life to watch my loud

Excuses bruising me no shut up just try now

Trying to leave jeez

From the past please

Of my family

That made me grasp this thing called my life

It had kept Me

From my craft jeez

Cause you see the

Family reeks no ambition

Hey mum

Thank you for trying your best

I love you