My Eyes ft. Isaiah Jet Vallejos Lyrics

I don't practice what I preach

I don't see the good people see in me

Because I know in my heart what I've done

Who I am, where I've been, what I've become

The signs are always there despite how hard to see

I'm falling apart at the seams

I'll put on a show for all to believe

But nothing is as it seems

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me

But you'd run away if I let you inside

You say that you see me but please just believe me

It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide

You wouldn't wonder why

If you could see me through my eyes

I don't need your embrace

I don't want to see another face

Can I lie anymore about who I am?

How I'm frail? How I feel too weak to stand?

I may change the stories but I can't change the truth

I'm a prisoner of all of my lies

For the life that I live is not one that I choose

A life led behind a disguise

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me

But you'd run away if I let you inside

You say that you see me but please just believe me

It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide

You wouldn't wonder why

If you could see me through my eyes

Devil in disguise is an angel filled with lies

Or vice versa, feels like I'm cursed an confused

Constantly abusing my own mind

I'm rewriting the same lines

Well if you'll finally listen, hear the cries

With these tears falling aren't from my own eyes

I need you to realize the real eyes that define me

What is truth anyway?

Everyone looks at me a different way

I'm splitting in two

Don't know what to do

I can't stand my reflection

The hex in my mind

The tale as old as time

Got that WandaVision

The mirror breaks

And my hands are stained

Begging you

To please my numb my pain

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me

But you'd run away, yeah, you'd run away!

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me

But you'd run away if I let you inside

You say that you see me but please just believe me

It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide

You wouldn't wonder why

No, you wouldn't wonder why

You wouldn't wonder why

If you could see me through my eyes