What I Deserve Lyrics

Smile

Smile for me

The only thing I want to see

Don't worry

Don't worry about me

Nothing has changed, I'm just finally letting you see

This is who I am

This is who I'm meant to be

Discarding my bottles

All so I can make you happy

Like ice gone through my heart

Like a hammer against my head

I'm starting to think I'm better off-

Hiding

Hiding who I am inside

Your happiness is the only thing that matters

Crying

Crying alone every night

But stay happy because none of that matters

This is who I am

This is who I'm meant to be

Discarding my bottles

All so I can make you happy

Like ice gone through my heart

Like a hammer against my head

I'm starting to think I'm better off-

It's a bittersweet thought

Did you hear what my poems said?

I'm starting to think

I'm starting to think I'm better off dead

Get out of my head

You're burned in my mind

But the rain clouds are hiding the sun

It's what I deserve

It's a torturing world

But a poem never really ends

It just stops

Like ice gone through my heart

Like a hammer against my head

I'm starting to think I'm better off-

Like ice gone through my heart

Like a hammer against my head

I'm starting to think I'm better off-

It's a bittersweet thought

Did you hear what my poems said?

I'm starting to think

I'm starting to think I'm better off dead