gloom ft. Lil Beast & Ba$kEY Lyrics

I been sitting the dark

All along with the tented windows

And not shifted gear in it park

Manslaughter and your death plottin full moon

And the mind set stick with the gloom

All the water filled with black water

And the river match my boot color aye

Slaughter on yuh daughter like I'm savage

And I might just merk up on the news reporter

I been fed up with everybody tryna talk

You can take a L and hit the shame walk

Get a fist to the face as I hit the moon walk

Bitch I'm smooth on the track

Sittin back and relax in the chair like I'm spitting all the fire bar raps

My shorty hit it from the back perhaps let's make her collapse

And now I said

Stupid motherfuckers

You won't try me like a hoe

I got the tomahawk

Don't make me have to let it go

I'm going Mayly you got ammo I don't need a scope

So as I spit my last bars listen before I go

Never time for these bitches never time for these hoes

If you take one step you go end up disposed

You can stare right into the face of a crow

For the gloom I'm gonna have to go make up die slow

Die

You think it's all in my head, huh?

Most days, I wanna be dead, uh!

You know what? I am fed up!

I need to ease some pressure

I can't beat depression

But I've learned a lesson

About taking blessings for a joke

And I keep regressing

Back to representing everything that is murdering hope

Yeah, I'm killing shit, while I die inside

I am never happy, my smile lies

Niggas fucked it up, I stay between the lines

Cuz I fuckin suck at doing suicide

I've been on the outside since '05

Same year my consciousness arrived

I've met my share of evil people

Some had touched me

Some have beaten

I'm afraid to be–Mmm

I'm afraid to be me

Cuz I'm afraid to be–Mmm

I'm afraid to believe that anyone in this world has heart

I'm not just preachin to you

In fact, I am teachin to me

When I tell you to breathe

You are far more than a "you"!

I know you can see

Be who you're dying to be!

If you're not there for yourself

You're causing the pain

You should take care of your health

Please don't be like me

Dark skies

In a sunken abyss is where my heart lies

Highway to love and then bliss

But had to park my car

Why, what did I hit?

I bust a car tire, high speed, running from shit

That really scarred my hard life, done with this shit

And all the hard times, joy better come to me quick

It's in the far side

Guard my love with the strength

Of any guard by blocking what is rushing to hit from any yard line

I been tryna gleam through the gloom

Booze, bottles that I'd drink in my room

Who's stopping me from drinking this juice?

Misused, I been tryna make peace with the goose

Doomed, blank when I think "what's to lose?"!

Drew, blanks, I ain't leave with a clue

Boom, devil upped the piece

Did it shoot my mood til it's buried in the deep with a tombstone?

Chilling in the dark, tryna heal within my heart so I could step inside

It's a new home

Filling in the parts I've been missing

Didn't start til I notice that the light's getting too bold

Blood that is mine getting too cold

Stuck in this life, where's the loophole?

Demons in my sight getting too close

Start to close my eyes

Here's the huge load of the hardship, tribulation, all the obstacles and the storms

If I take the feeling deep in my soul, put it back in the womb

Will a new life of mine born?

Or wild cause more trauma?

Same life going back in its mama

Do I gotta let this all die just to be reborn

Who knows til we see from the product?

Fuck

It's dead

It's dead

It's dead

It's dead

It's dead