Loving self Lyrics

And now my faith is gone

My faith is gone

At this point I really should step down

Really

Should renounce

Really

Cut it out

But boy

That wouldn't be me

At this point I'm really

Meant to be going

There're some things I haven't done

And I've to sort them out

Guess I'll take it from here

Note to myself

I used to trust how it seemed

And take self love for wickedness

The hurting, the closing

The running from hell

Didn't make you the one mistaken

I know you're scared of losing your loving self

I know you're scared of losing it

Again

And again

I was crying and

My mom came to me

It was little while ago

And I couldn't breathe

I was hurting for real

A wounded animal scared to draw near

That's how you act

That's what they did

And now you drown in fear

I know it's hard to

Hold in

Own it

Your own strength

In your softness

And I'm still impress with your

Deftness in loving caring

Giving feeling even given

You're hurting doubting

Burning bleeding

Fighting it all inside

I know you wonder

Why's the price to pay so high

For the love you need, you cry

At night, you wonder why

You're feeling like

This is a constant fight

You're trying

Exhausted mind

Constantly stuck with it in this ride

You just want to love with no fearing of dying

This one time

Just know I'm scared of losing

Your loving self

Just know I'm scared of losing

It again

And again

Just know I'm scared

Of losing it all

Of losing it all again