NC Summers Director's Commentary Lyrics

I walk around the neighborhood i grew up in looking at white houses

Leaning against the rolling lawns right next to me

And I realized that Domestica sounds miserable

Coming home to the same place every day laying in the same bed

Next to the same woman every night only fucking twice a year

On New Years and my birthday and besides that we sit on other sides of a bed

Raising kids I didn't even want and putting them through college

Staying at a job I fucking hate so we can get them braces for free

And I'll punch holes in trees just to feel something

And we will start arguments just to feel alive again

Over buying the wrong kind of coffee

Or who is gonna take the kids to soccer practice

Or if the lawn needs to be mowed or not

Or if we should renew our vows

Or which credit card we are gonna use to buy groceries

Or if the kids can have ice cream before bed

Or if I should end it all right here right now

In 50 years your gonna be old and wrinkly

And I'll have a giant beer belly

And a liver the size of a football

The kids visit sometimes and the grandkids come too

And all I can think of is the fact that they might turn out like us

We don't fight anymore our voices are too tired

And we've called each other all the names we could think of

I just go out to the grocery store to buy some Marlboro blacks

I don't even smoke I just need to get out of the house

Hoping that one time I will come back home and you are dead

But every time I open the door I see you sitting there

Watching your nostalgia TV trying to go back to the good old days

But those died when I proposed to you

And when we die I hope our kids don't bury as together

I can't sleep next to you for eternity

I can't sleep next to you for eternity

I can't sleep next to you for eternity

I can't fucking do it

I can't fucking do it

Just burn me alive instead

Burn me alive instead

Please