Father Lyrics

Look

I got some things on my chest so

Let's just spit it out

Father thank you for being deadbeat no bother

Your absence only made me work a whole lot harder

Made myself didn't have a parenting starter

Got me myself and I till the end rather

Than a parent it's apparent

That I'll use this feeling and throw the game off balance

Get big up in this shit and cause some damage

Don't come up against me cuz I'm a savage

I guessed life would be hard but not like this

Homies got my back that's when I'm at my happiest

When I'm alone that's when I'm the snappiest

So I write these bars in attempt to vent some pain and shit

If I never endured this would I even be me

If life was different would my friends even meet me

Would the girl I'm with even see me

Its fucked up man I get it believe me

So thank you it's a real blessin

Cuz of you I plan on living large with steaks and dressin

I switched up from the phase of being so depressin

Taught myself to live with my choices besides second guessin

Sea of emotions risin up in from the tide

At it's peak reach the thought of what if I died

Back to foster care I'd sit and I'd cry

Wouldn't let people look me in the eye and I

Notice all my choices that brought me here

Only look at the light side as I'm removing tears

Building over these emotions and I'm on a pier

Never dip out on loved ones word to my peers

Damn father I don't ever wanna see you again

I wanna avoid all that unnecessary pain

Maybe I should fly away and just move out to Spain

Damn Bradderz what were you gonna do in this game

But I'm human, I stay in my lane and I play

My father left me but that's okay I

I know I'll meet him someday

And that day I can leave him alone oh wait

So thank you it's a real blessin

Cuz of you I plan on living large with steaks and dressin

I switched up from the phase of being so depressin

Taught myself to live with my choices besides second guessin

Father thank you for bein

Absolutely nothing to me

Made me the man I am now

The man I am today