So Many Years Lyrics

Let me tell ya I done went through things (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some pain (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some shame (I've been so messed up)

I ain't know my name

Let me tell ya I done went through things (Woo)

I done felt some pain (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some shame (I've been so messed up)

Ain't even know my name

You wouldn't believe the spot my mind is in right now real talk

If I can show you where I came from my buttprints is right here on the ground

(On the ground)

But see these footprints wasn't mine somebody carried 135 of my pounds

And made sure they ain't dropped me down

Saw I couldn't walk, nothing to eat sweat and blood in my eyes can't see

PTSD so d-e-e-p need a heavy dose to sleep

Two hours of rest, more depressed

Still this lingering uncomfortable irregular beat inside my chest

Feeling sicker when I can't control my nerves shaking question what I'm taking Combination of the side effects (Damn what's next)

Glass in bones, damage to some nerves Yah showing me the way

But I can hardly turn my neck (Trying my best)

Pulling me out the wreck overly grateful carrying me is my guardian angel

(On Yah I'm)

Thankful (Yah)

I know it's painful building your mind back up and telling yourself that you're able

I done ate at that table (I know the feeling)

And

Let me tell ya I done went through things (I went through things) (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some pain (I felt some pain) (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some shame (Felt some shame) (I've been so messed up)

I ain't know my name (Ain't know my name)

Let me tell ya I done went through things (Went through things, woo)

I done felt some pain (Felt some pain) (Let me tell ya)

I done felt some shame (Felt some shame) (I've been so messed up)

Ain't even know my name

So many days wanna throw my hands up behind this wheel

When I get no answer when I ask why is it my pride and joy they steal (Why?)

Black boy in America telling me to man up and be the only man up

It's real, growing up no time to heal

Got bills find a way to find a meal

Stretching on this fish and bread until

Two a piece to be exact I digress

Can bet I feed a village with the rest

Wondering just how I work it like that (I know you do)

The fallen angel ain't on my back (You know it's true)

Forgive em Yah they temptation know not of what they do

Would do away with the evil but leave that up to you

Up in smoke I'm connecting to your hotspot to use

Hateful energy really been blocking up my view

Believe I'm worth it my purpose is right here in this stu

And that's for so many years

Do you hear me

So many days

I go astray