thru it all (Gearl Sweatshirt) ft. Trevor Nightly Lyrics

Yeah

I hope you know you should play this shit on my death day

Though I need to be remembered in the best way

But these days ain't been feeling like my best days

So hard to get this weight up off my chest mane

But it is what it is and it be what it be

Shit gon change like seasons to me

And it won't ever have no meaning to me

Cause I'm the only motherfucker that's believing in me

Done fell off track, I slip, I fall

Still gon thug shit out through it all

Sometimes I don't nobody to call and the phone just ring ring

Sound so small

Drove myself crazy, writing on the wall

Shit went left and it's all my fault

It's all on me, I can't blame y'all

Got too much drive, no time to stall

Spitting to the mic feel just like therapy

I take drugs tryna find clarity

Get high, laugh, cry, oh my hilarity

Damn it only take away the pain momentarily

Blowing smoke and going ghost, it ain't no joke

And I could ask for help, they syllables won't hit my throat

Cause they gon stab my back if I let em get too close

And I know, I know, I know, I know I'm better off alone

My whole life is a long day

They only care when the numbers go up and I look good on luck

And they wanna see me on stage

Man, they been calling me the wrong name

Damn

Maybe I done gone the wrong way

They never gave a fuck about a cry for help

They only care bout likes and some signs of wealth

Lost some friends and damn well sacrificed my health

Getting lost in a mad mind

Swear, I been tryna live that rap life

But it's hard when the shit don't change and the days all the same

Good days turn to bad nights

Sometimes, I just wanna flatline

What a bad sign

And a sad sight

I know that's right

I know that's right

Still it is what it is and it be what it be

Close my eyes, no need to see

I fall apart so frequently

And try to put it back together by the mufuckin' seams

Don't know why I slip and fall

Still gotta thug shit out through it all

I really don't got nobody to call

Phone just ring ring, sound so small

Still right here, just writing on the wall

All this shit been all my fault

All on me I can't blame y'all

Still got this drive no time to stall

All along through it all

Yeah, all alone through it all

All alone through it all